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Don’t ask me to care when somebody is there. .jealousy is a weakness I don’t hold dear. .tell me to go and I’m gone. .miss me and I will hold on. .it’s not that complicated. .but you want it to be..traits of a female along with insecurity.. I want to be your back bone.. I want to make you happy ..I want to spoil you and keep your heart warm.. but you have to let me not push me away. .

Its always funny how people always wonder when I get my work done ..but then when I show up it’s always a surprise. .true victory comes in success

I’m coming to you guys because I want you to make an investment on me ..I know times are hard. .but I can’t deny anymore that I’m hurtin too..nothing in this state (2*) is to my investment. .but its where I’m going to be ..from 2011 when I first met my friend Felisha. …. we clicked right away but we didn’t meet right away.. we had classes together trying to get through the try ing Beltcher ** never talked till we were put in a group to do a research presentation instead of a research paper in English Comp II ..I will never forget the moment when I surprised my group with my ??opposition?? ..we have since then job hunted together a productive experience for her getting hired at one of the stores we entered applying for Victoria secrect. .. I knew as soon as we left through her determination and want to land her self where she needed to be would land her a job in that store .. I remember saying “you bout to get hired. .I now the manager I put in a good word for you” jokingly. ..later that month she was hired.. an experience that I took with me in my job hunting.. taking every oppertunity to go out that presented itself.. and now I am now employed. .she confides in me I can tell through our encounters and conversation we have ..and its not like it’s on any level to squander about but one that we always pick up where we left off. .I have drove in the car I want you to invest in me. .statements from her herself saying “I had lot of work done on it.. I got it from the dealer ship and they hooked me up” ..and I quote has been said.. I don’t want to tell you. .you wrong regret this.. allow me the opportunity to show you. .signed your son. ………

Its late and my body aches.

I was never was the dollar tree baby. .it had nothing to do with pride. .I think the struggle to live a better life was driving a fighting couple. .my parents.. fighting the temptations of life.. fighting to keep a happy home.. fighting to grow their kids up on tradition.. religion. .and education..